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Mixed Up Inside

Falling in love with a outsider 
one that is kind and protects 
one that lends a helping hand 
one that has came in and became 
my close dear friend. 
\I feel like we have things we need to do 
I feel my heart saying "i love you's" 
the fresh pain is still there drowning 
out the happiness and making my heart 
hurt and crumble on to the ground 
\what to do? what to do? where to begin? 
why you came in my life is now been said 
how I choose to deal with it is upon me..... 
\I am still feeling all these mixed up feelings deep 
inside myself will things be okay or get worse? 
scared to love thinking I have been forever crused. 
\taking a chance is not easy to do 
but if you will be there I will build my 
trust with you!!!!!!

My Dear Friend

My dearest friend 
I will love you to no end 
You came into my life 
Gave me a smile that has 
lasted for a long while 
\You gave me the gift 
I will always keep 
Close to my heart 
even if we are far apart 
\You showed me truth 
therw all the lies 
I will always love you 
My dearest friend even we 
Never see each other again 
\one thought before I go 
I will always remember you 
when I see a rainbow

Army Men

Some men might leave for the army today, 
They may die on the way home, 
Their childern may cry,Their Mommy will have to explain why, 
Forever the brave will be remembered, 
They will not be forgotten,Not put away, 
What would you do if you lost your husband? 
Be afarid that you were a bad wife? 
Would you blame yourself for their death? 
Or just feel like you wanna die? 
Would you tell your childern that "Daddys gone," 
Or makeThem sit and wait, 
Until that amercain flag is returned with the greatest sorrow, 
In the greatest sorrow, 
Even if your childern are never told, 
They will always know that daddy left one day, 
And never returned alive.

Me and You

Do you love me, do you not? 
You told me once, but I forgot. 
I picked you from the very best 
because I loved you the best. 
If you were to die before I do, 
I would kill myself to be with YOU!!!!

Back Stabbing Boyfriend

By Kim Kay Lentz

Lies don't come as any suprise 
you tell me you love 
yet you sleep with another chick 
you stab me in the back 
you jerk why must you do that 
i really dont know the reason 
i wont ever know why 
you must do that 
\do me a favor 
could you jump out this window and kill yourself? 
I hate you you understand i always will i hate you i hate you you jerk 
do you understand the words that i am saying? 
I hope so 
I hate you you understand i always will i hate you 
I dont love you 
I never will you stupid jerk!!!!!

My Understanding Of Love

 

love can happen outta the blue

you can meet someone for the frist time

and their eyes will sparkle

your will get butterflys

and you will feel excited to see them

you think about that person all the time

you call them day in and out

you talk all the time

you find ways to hang out

you always enjoy being around each other

you never grow tried of them

as time passes you want to do more

you want to help them in anyway

you stand by their side

when problems arise

you talk them out

you work hard at it

so you dont lose what you have

and if your not sure of what you have

then you have never felt love

true love is always around

it never leaves you

the person doesnt care if you make a mistake

they forgive you

they work with you

so you can make it right

after all the darkness has faded into light

you know you have gotten something

so wonderful you want to shout it from the roff

that you love someome!

~END~

 

Breakdown

 

your lies are like the truth

you tel them over and over again

until the ways of life just calls you out

you cant hide behind the wall

thats about to crash down

you have destoryed your own life

the bridge is gone

your all alone

hopeless

helpless

is all thas left of you

~end~

 

HURTING FROM YOU:

You said you loved me this is true

You said no other could ever love you

You said you would be there through thick and thin

Why is it now I am starting all over again?

You have hurt me and made me cry. You accused me of cheating and lying

You have gotten so upset with me

Makes me question if we were ment to be

I loved you from the bottom of my heart

Drugs have torn us apart

I wish I could take that back

Never do that crap

Never go along with it

Never hang out with those who did it

The drug is what made us fall

We both walked down a darkened hall

We came to a fork in the road

We both choose a diffrent path

We are now making our final desent

Into spreation and grief

All I want is some sign

That will tell me that you will always be mine

You have my heart in that hand

Are you going to keep it or throw it away

Like I never existed one freaking day

No matter if I dont see you again

Just know I loved you and I am still your friend.

I want to be there for you till the end of time

I want to go back when I was yours and you were mine

I might not get that back now

All I can hold on to is what if's now

You are my mate and thats the truth

This hurts like hell

But I shall live

I will learn to not take people for granted

You never know what you have till its gone

Forever it feels I shall long for your touch

Your kiss

Your breath on my neck

I will keep dreaming and praying till that day

I can stop by and say I have loved you forever and ever in a day!

 

 

~I'm feeling locked up inside
What has ahold of me is
Very hard to hide
I feel like skidding out of control
This beast wont let go
I try hard to stay away
But it keeps creeping back in
day after day it talks to me
it begs me until I give in I cant do
This anymore I haave a life to live
I am scared and ashamed to
Open up and say that my past is
Diffrent from today
If I told my family they would judge
me even hear me
What the hell should I do I am
scared and  unasume how to hadle this
anymore~

 

My Memories - Of love.

I remember when we met
I was so nervous but happy
To be with the one that "understood me"
We were very close at frist
Did everything together
until everything got worse
We fought and yelled
Well screamed and cried
Until one of us was gone and our
love just died.
We were apart for so very long
It was very hard for me to execpt
the fact you was you was gone
I longed for you for so many years
Expressing my feelings with so many
tears
You came back in from being gone so long
I thought everything was going to be the same
But the truth is I was wrong
We now fight and yell
We scream and cry
I really dont want to see our love die
What can I do to make things better
To make things they were before
I dont want that door to shut
I dont want to lose you
I would cry so long and my
heart would break if we just said "good-bye"
I dont know what the answer is that will slove
our problems I just hope things dont die
Because it would hurt so much to have to tell you
"Good-Bye"

*End*

 

So deep and dark is your hole.
You creep in so fast I cant see you coming
You chant my name and get my attention
I try to ignore but the voice just gets louder and louder.

I feel the shaking
I know what is about to happen
I can see it
I can feel it
I can taste it

I try to say no but the dark knight still wants to win
we have battled before and he has lost.
I won battle but there after lost the war.

I see and feel diffrent like I am in a fog
I dont like how I feel I dont like how I think
I dont like this dark knight controling my every move and thoughts

I pray to god rescue me from this fate I am in
I dont want to be apart of this
I dont want to feel this
I dont want to see this
I dont want to taste this either
 
I just want to get away and be me again
become the person I was not for what I am
please just leave me be I dont want to live this way

Please God save me now for I dont want to have everything lost
and have nothing left.